::wind and lightning:: / Friday, January 20, 2006
What was i thinking?? during STA*RS retreat? WHAT!!! i'm dissapointed in myself. what was i thinking??? i said tt i liked this year class better. why?? i dono. i don't, thinking about last year....it was the BESTEST year ever. i miss 5N. i'm grateful i had a year like tt, but i'm terribly sad why it just went away so fast. too fast, and never to come back. 5N was gone, i have to face it. 6M's here to pick me up from where i dropped off but i can't go. i long to stay in the past - with all the imperfections. i want to be there and witness everything from the start again.
i have a beautiful life and i'm very grateful, to the teachers to put me with the people in 5N. i had numerous, beautiful encounters with them....i loved it. 6M is different. they are just rebellious but just different. they seem foreign. i can't leave the past just past. 5N was postively different, fun, rebellious yet knowing. i want to scream....5N was just unbelievably great.
5N.during P5 adventure camp.it was the best camp.with the best class.missing greatness.
Front row (from left): Gerald~contract, CK~who's lamer? (laughs), JD~medium and mode (lol), Josh~resentment (shocked), John~with his cello and poem, Dillen~pokey pokey (haha! that was fun), gordon~personalities, seth~with insects
Second Row (from left): Chloe~silence, jean~bravery to victory (missed), me~with the pearls and sharks, Lee Voon~under the negative, Vaness~fun, laughs, suhang (missed), rach~touchy!! (laughs), lynn~true, dee~laughs, just laughs (lloll) (missed), janet~daring to be diff.
Third Row (from left): Jasper~ahh, insects (laughs), Jhye Howe~gruff with CK, CX~sensitive, Matthias~ack. nth to write (muahaha), CR~fun indeed. muesli bars and tone! (laughs), Kevin~6 points and 1 kua.
Last Row (from left): Instructor ???~this guy with long hair. believable. Ryan~dark horse, Chi Tun~Whoa, this guy is...sighz, ZLS~being missed loads!!
5N is the best! Forever missed. and forever gone. remembered always. wind and lightning brought it home. thought and photos shall remain. 5N with laughter and much more.
/ihopped at
7:19 PM